Woah .

2009-12-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

YEEEOOOOOO !
I don't know why I post another one but whatever .

Mum's otp-ing with dad now , right after I hung up the phone , otp-ing with Hyn . Damn , there's alot of silent moments when we're otp-ing ... I've got this really random question to ask but nevermind , save it for another time .. He's the only new friend that I haven't asked the question yet ..

And my lighter just broke . Yehh , broke . Just bought it siaaa .. Tsk , drop it in the bathroom and it broke & there's no way to fix it back ..

Anw , there's this dude from [somewhere] asked for my number .. I can't give it to him cause he's not Singaporean .. SO I gave him my email instead .. Guess what , he keep on nudging me when my status is BUSY ! -.- And yet he sent me this really irritated look ... And my head were all like tenggssszxzxzzz ... Fed up saakk ..

Well guys [i know there's no one here reading my post] , this is the last time you're gonna hear from me . I won't be blogging , online-ing in MSN , fb , twitter or tagged . Goodbye ..

-sHd-

2009-12-06T20:10:00.003+08:00

YO people , how you doing ?

Damn , not in the mood aites . Back from shop , cut my hair & bought a lighter . I've been hoping it didn't rain since last week but today , I'm damn bored & just go out . Bought mum's stuff & met a friend of mine to take a brochure(?) .

Went to the shop in front of school to buy a lighter but damn , it's closed . HAHAHA , so went in through the salon . Then walked to GP to bought mum stuff & went back home . OTW , I remembered to cut my hair , buy sketch book , silver paint and some other art stuff . So when I'm in the lift , I remembered that I've forgotten to buy batteries . =.= '

SO went out again and bought the batts and cut my hair . HAHAHA , mum didn't notice my hair length is short .. SO did my bro . NOW , the biggest challenge is my dad ! Cause I cut layered steps with spikes . Damn , I missed my old spikey colored hair ! In fact , I missed how I used to look like .
Spikey colored hair , piercings , random splats tee , 3/4 cut jeans .. a tee bro bought for me a year ago with a picture of a skull ... My black & red cap with holes .. AHAHAH .. Lots more to mention .

This few days I've been craving for a ciggar . Yes , ciggar . I've quit since P6 but now , the feeling just came back .. Well , one never hurts right ? :D

-sHd-

2009-12-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

YO ! I know , I know .. The song ! XD AHAHAHAHA . Just shut up kayy ? :P
LOL !

Well , goodbye to Singapore !! :D I'm off to JB later !Yeehaaa !
Byebye !

-sHd-

2009-12-02T22:49:00.002+08:00

Damn , I'm dark . o.0

YO ! I kinda forget why I'm here . I keep on backspacing cause I'm all outta words . Currently listening to Paramore's new songs . And oh , bro just came home from work .. He pressed the door bell and the first thing that flashes through my mind is "Stim siak bunyi lagu ! " hahahahhaah , cause the batt's dead .

Oh yeah , speaking of flash backs .. It kinda reminds me of justnow . Mum don't get my joke .. Tsk .

Kk , I was with mum in front of the computer as she asked me to look for a website and then I saw my Aunt's dp on MSN . And I remembered what happened few days ago ..

On the day we had kenduri :
Aunt enter the Master Bedroom while me & mum are getting ready . No , we're not naked or whatsoever . -.- I was doing my hair that time .

Few days later :
Mum was otp with Grandmaa and I heard she said " Yeah , she entered the Master Bedroom while we're getting ready " And instead of mum prononce the Master Bedroom as it is , she pronounce it as Masturbate Room [wait , it kinda sounds the same] ! XD
I was making dad's coffee and was LOLling !XD
HAHAHAHAHHA

And justnow , when I saw my Aunt's dp , I suddenly LOL .. And mum gave me the 'wtf' look . I told her all this and she was like " huh ? " ..
OF course she can't understand cause I'm laughing and also telling her that !XD

Tsk . Dang , wire aku lari hari ni ..

And oh , even though I can't get into Art next year , I'm gonna practice my sketch and ask Ms Sue for help !!! I'll find my way out ..

-sHd-

2009-12-01T16:35:00.003+08:00

"..Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place if we only got one chance to make it faster everyday ...~~"

Randomly , I had paramore's song stuck in my head for the past few minutes . I wasn't even listening to the song . [Paramore-Hallelujah] Tsk .

Currently pissed off with bro for dirtying the carpet and my other bro left for gym & I'm all alone to clean up the mess he made . Damn .

I realized when my mum had kenduri few days ago , I've been eating alot . 1 day , I ate 3 times ! I usually ate once ... Tsk . Already gain few kg ..-.- Tsk . Nevermind . Since I'm all pissed of & bored at home , I'm gonna messed the house up by turning on loud music a friend of mine sent last night ! :D

Oh yeah , I can't sleep last night . I was on the computer downloading songs & accepting songs a friend of mine sent and chatting with her & bitch when dad came in and asked what am I doing .. He said he's gonna slap my face until I bleed if he catch me chatting late at night [3am btw ! :D] I was like whatever cause I know he'll never do that !:D HAHAHAHHAHAHA .
He entered the room when Bitch reply and dad was like "Who is that ?" and I said a friend of mine name Zura and she's using her brother's account ! XD HAHAHAHAH , dad was giving me the suspicious look . So whatever , after downloading songs , I shut down & sleep (: I know that he knew I was lying . :D

Just now , my uncle came to take a look at my bro .. When he came , everyone strted to disturb & irritate me .. Shan't elaborate more aites ! (:

Okeh whatever .. I'm actually here just to transfer songs but instead , I checked my Tagged , Twitter , Facebook , Blog , Mail .. xD ahahahahah .
And oh , for a moment I thought I went to the wrong site when I go to Twitter & see the log in page is red !XD hahahaha

-sHd-

2009-11-30T22:29:00.004+08:00

YO PEOPLE !
I've got so many things to say but I just can't put it in words .

From my half :
All I think about now is him . He asked me out .. He always put me in the middle of attention .. He centered me ... And he alrd did confessed ... YES , I love him too . But I don't want to be with anyone anymore . I wanna be single , forever [or maybe when I'm matured enough ? ] .. But this feelings keeps getting stronger . Might be a crush or a lust . I'm gonna reject this feeling .
I'm gonna kill this feeling and be me again . I don't need a guy now .. I'm happy with my friends & family & my life right now .. Whatever I do every single of my life , I'm thinking about him .. God , take this feeling away ...

From my other half :
I can't even handle problems with friends , what makes you think I can handle relationships problems ?
COME ON , THIS IS FUCKING BULLSHIT ! You , just STFU [shut the fuck up] .. It's damn obvious that you wanted to be with me cause of my looks .. What if I put on my demonic tee with my jeans & sneakers , would want to ask me out ? Would you even call me your best friend ? Even , I don't think you'll call me your friend ! Come on , you're just another fucking fake ass pretender who used the word LOVE to get what you want . Besides , it's pathetic to be in a relationship with someone cause of their looks cause you're just gonna be with them for like what ? Few week ? Few months ? Few years ? Or even ... FEW DAYS ?! Don't waste your time on me , ass . Get a life & find another girl whom you can messed with .. (:

OKAY , if you don't know what's happening right now .. Actually , I posted my 1st half before my bro came into the room & I re-post the other half , half an hour later when bro go out . (:
My thoughts & feelings changes drastically . [No wonder people don't understand me] So whatever .

Anyway , I texted my mum's friend & damn , there's charges . $250 for personal practical & $50 if I need her to come over . Tsk . Gotta start saving .. Need to work harder now & stop shopping for now ! .. ):
Hmm .. Let's see if I'm able to go for it ..

Mixed emotions : I hate you . I missed you . I wanna talk to you . I love you . I'm waiting for you . I'm being pathetic . I don't know you . When will you online ? I'm waiting for your call . I'm sleepy . I'm gonna stay up all night & wait for you . I hate the fact that I'm falling for you . I regret that I let you take away the pain . I'd rather let the pain stays then to let you replace his place .

-sHd-

2009-11-29T22:40:00.003+08:00

YO ! My weekends are awesome with Keira & Ryan's company . They're so adorable !:D Let's view the pics kayy ? (:

I tried to put her to sleep , but instead , she wanna camwhore ! xD

CUTE ! :D

She love the flowers Love gave me few years ago .. xD

See that grey thing ? That's my eraser ! XD

They went home today at 5 pm , after both Keira & Ryan woke up from nap . Keira & Ryan aren't close with my elder bro cause he's kinda strict with them ! xD HAHAHAHAHA . Ystd , both were playing with the tissue box . Bro took it and then stares at both of them & they cried . xD HAHAHAH .

So bro put Ryan to sleep while I put Keira to sleep . Aww , such cuteness . Talked with Aunt & both mum & aunt talked about their experience about Pregnancy . Hahahahah , I thought of going out but then I've got no one to talk to . xD So I decided to stay & try my best not to listen . And now I know how my mum gave birth to me . The doctor was late and when he entered the labour room or smth like that , dad alrd holds me . xD HAHAHAH . COOLNESS !:D

Keira & Ryan gave me a hug before they went home . Aww , I'm gonna miss them , much more then I missed my Love . ): And , I've alrd add aunt on FB !:D yay !:D I'm gonna get the latest updates about dearest cousins !:D

Setiap kata dari bibirku , kadang tk sama dengan hatiku ...
I'm killing this feelings that I have deep down my heart . I know it's hard for you to believe but trust me , I'm a new person that you still don't know . In fact , you never really did know me . It's all about you .
I'm killing this feeling . This love doesn't belongs to you anymore , though my heart is dying every seconds I do everything and everytime if I saw your messages .. I'm still moving on .
But just so you know , I'm still loving you but I know you can't accept me cause of the way I look & dress . You want me to be like other girls but I'm sorry , this is me . Love me for who I am , not what I am . I stand on my own feet , through thick & thin alone and I ain't backing of nor turning back cause what I've gone through is much more than what you know & think .

-sHd-

2009-11-28T16:52:00.002+08:00

YOOOOOOOO !!

I've lost the pics . -.- KK , diam .

Cuzzies went out , shopping . My aunt asked me if I wanted to tagged along but I'm just too lazy . Slept at 3 am .. I thought of texting Hyn and stay up all night cause I wanna be the first to disturb my bro but too bad , he didn't reply & fell asleep .. Woke up at 8 am cause I'm freezing and my cousins are making so much noise . WHAT you expect ? They're just toddlers .. -.-

WOKE up and check my phone .. Uh , he did reply .. Late reply cause he's bathing or something . Text for a while & went back to sleep . xD Woke up at 11 pm and saw Ryan sleeping beside me .. Aww , he looked damn cute ! :D

Bathe & watched tv when granny thought of moving him on the pillow but then he woke up and the first thing he did was smiled at me .. & he got dimples !!!:D Hahaha , but not so obvious . Cute ! He thought I'm his mum (xD) and he went up to me & hugged me and then sit on my lap and stares at me .. Awww .... Cute sangat sangat !

At 3 ++ bro came home . TSK , he's wearing the batik . HAHAH ! As usual , cramp face ! xD So played with Keira and she is really pampered ! She wants me to carry her around & don't want with anyone else .

Now , dad went to work , bro sleeping , my other bro working and cousins & uncle / aunt went shopping at Queensway . They're going home tonight . I'm soo gonna miss playing around with Keira & Ryan .. ):

Oh wait , I think ... I'm gonna go to the Studio at Simei next week . And then .. Maybe on weekends (December) , I plan to hit the beach , movies & Sakura with either Bro's friends or maybe my Bitches & Lesbians . LOL ! xD kk , yeah .

Anw , you peeps have any nice songs to share ? I've been listening to Underoath & get bored with it .. SHARE ! SHARE ! SHARE ! if you want . (:

-sHd-

2009-11-27T22:39:00.002+08:00

Today was definately wow ! :D
Okay , not really . -__________-

Mum had kenduri cause bro wanted to "sacrifice" something . LOL ! And also to celebrate my parents 16th anniversary ! WOOHOOOO !! :D chocolate cake !! :D
Andand .. Recite some prayers for her late brother .

The house was [insert word] when my cousins came ! Damn , I've cleaned it up 3 hours straight yesterday & I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A BREAK ! And then justnow , the house was all upside down . I can't stand keeping quiet when all the kids run around with foods in their hand & MY BRO IS ONE OF THEM ! So called him & all of them surround us .. I scolded bro for running around , infront of their parents . Urgh.. Ape aku kesah ? Rumah aku je per ..-.- & All their parents stares at me .. Siaakk .. Stare atas bawah siak ! -.-

Then after they went home , my feet hurts cause I've been standing up from 4 - 7.30 pm , washing the dishes and helping mum in the kitchen . Justnow , my cousin came! :D YAY !
Keira & Ryan just came ! :D HAHAHAHA .. Ultimate cuteness !:D
I'll post pictures soon ! (:

Andand , I get what I wanted !:D My mum's friend , she's a make-up artist & I'm dying to learn that from her . I've met her twice but just too shy to talk . xD So justnow , I tell her and she gave me her card & told me to go to Simei , the studio , for the FREE make-up lesson !:D YAY !:D

And , I guess , I can still learn art !:D I've got so many connections . My cousin , HN !!:D , Ms Sue , my uncle , my dad ..... & lots more !:D YAY !:D So probably I'll be learning from them !
And guitar , I can easily learn from my uncle !:D HAHAHAHAH .. I just need monehh to buy one ! (;

Okay , I'll update more tomorrow .. Goodbye ~:D

& Seriously , I don't have any privacy ! People keep coming in & out to read what I typed ! & My uncle thought I type a love mail for whoever ..-.- Tsk Tsk Tsk .

-sHd-

2009-11-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

Yay !:D See the 911 !:D HAHAHAHAHA . That day I got it 666 , but I forgot to print screen it ! xD hahahahah . Kay ... I'm here for this only !:D

And oh , I love Upin & Ipin !:D Damn cute !:D And I think I wanna go to that Spongebob thingy in idk where coming soon !:D hahahahah . Andand ... I'm obsessed with the word PONTIANAK ! :D HAHAHAH , ran-dom !:D

Oh yay ! Tomorrow my cousin is gonna come here!:D YAY ! YAY ! I missed them hell lot , Keira & Ryan !:D Oh & Ryan can alrd walk !:D Can't wait to bully him ! Muahahahahahaha ... NAH , i'm not that bad !:D

And I'm gonna get my SE phone repaired next month ! Dang ! And , I'm gonna secretly cut my brother's hair for him ! Hopefully , he'l make me his personal hairdresser !:D I'm so gonna love that !:D && I'm officially dad's fashion adviser !:D YAY ! :D He paid me $150 for that or maybe treat me to whatever I want and he'll pay me another $150 if I clean the house this holidays !:D hahahah , I'm gonna get to go shopping !!! :D

And one final thing , I WANNA CUT MY HAIR LIKE THE ONE I POST HERE !:D if only dad allow me .. If not , I'll cut it my own way !:D I've alrd have the draft sketch of it !:D Hopefully the hairdresser at the Zen Salon knows the style !

WOAKAY . DONE TALKING . I'm just gonna join bro play games or maybe watch muveee since no one texted me today .. HAHAHAH . Okeh ! GOODBYE ~

-sHd-

2009-11-24T23:45:00.004+08:00

Wah seriously , the guy in the middle [yes , the one who is singing] is ultimately hawt gyler ! :D Shades lawaa ! Okay , he have a nice voice ! :D

OKay , just got home like few minutes ago . Went to Pioneer Mall to buy some stuff with bro & we ended up jd bdk pasar ! -.-
Okehh ... Best part ! :D

Bro wanted to go to KFC @ central , so whatever . He treat me the Value box . So blahblahblah , while eating , we saw Jazim . He work there . Okeh uh kan , da 6 months !

Next , bro's starving before we went out .. So he bought cheese fries after eating his value box (?) . While he's queing up , comes this kinda Mat Rep dude with his lip pierced . Siak , muke da cam Fie aku , cume mata & rambot jer laen . K , random ! xD

So while eating , he keep on looking at me . I'm full & feeling sleepy .. xD I turn to look at bro & he thought I was looking at him & he smiled ! xD HAHAHAHAHAHA .. HE GOT DIMPLES !!!!! AT HIS CHEEKS !!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHH ...... xD Deep dimple some more !! :D Extreme Cuteness ! (;

Then while bro's eating , bro gave me money to buy for my lil'bro & mum . When I'm queing up , there's that dude's friend .. Uh kau , badan .. HUMP ! Macho dok ! :D LOL !xD

While queing up , I was like ALAMAK ! cause the one who's gonna serve me is a guy . Tsk . -.- So whatever .
When it's my turn , he was like : Hello , good evening (?) . " & I quickly said what I wanted and also include the 'take away ' part without him asking .. I didn't even look at him ! xD LOL ! Kental uh aku ! xD

I was hand-signalling with bro cause he's gonna throw away my ice .. And the guy at the cash register just look at me without saying a word . HAHAHAHAHAHAH , rabak siak . Then when I turn , he smiled & I gave him the dumb look . xD
AHAHAHAHAHA .

Went out , that cute dude & his friends were like psst-ing me and bro turn & stare at them . Satu2 kecut ! xD That's why I like going out with my bro ! :D

1) He'll treat me ! :D
2) He'll look after me !:D
3) He'll let me buy whatever I want ! :D
4) He won't let me [insert word] ! :D (yg tertentu jer ehk tau ! (; )

Wahahahaha ...

Behind these words I said , there's always sadness . It's sad knowing we've grown apart after 'that' day . It's sad knowing that you don't care about this frienship anymore . It's been so long since I last heard from you . I thought you'll still talk to me if I'm unable to text/call you .. But that's just a plain bullshit to you . Yes , I'm gonna move on . Luckily , this time round , God made us known each other for a short while .. God let me fall for you for just a short period of time .. Otherwise , I don't think I'll be here anymore . Thanks for making me your best friend . I'll always remember those moments . Goodbye .

I do sound pathetic right ? HAHAHA , I know . But , nevermind . Okay , I gtg ! Goodbye ~ :D
OH , and I'm still gonna be Forever Single ! :D so that I can have a crush on whoever I want , whenever I want ! :D HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . K , random !

-sHd-

2009-11-21T23:14:00.002+08:00

Dad , I want my hair to be like this ! (:

Okay .. Hin went to JB today . Haiyaa , I'll have no one to go otp with me tonight . HAH , lame . -.- But seriously .. I was fooled by him justnow . He said he'll be in JB till next month ! Tsk -.-

Maybe tomorrow I'll be off to Malaysia , accompany my dad . See first if I'm able to wake up this morning ! xD Andand , on 24 Nov , I'm off to idk where to accompany dad take picture for idk what .

After 3 days of not eating well , today I ate alot ! xD Yes , alot . 3 plates of rice with Sambal Prawns ! Yumyum ^^ Cam nak pecah perut ! xD LOL ! I think I'm fine now , kot ? Hahahaha , I've not been sweating for 2 days cause I'm freezing ..

Oh .. Maybe now it's time I listen to Cdah . Well , she once advised me to visit the doctor cause of [insert word] but I insist . This time , I'll go .. I'll go to the hospital . The pain has gone from bad to worse & I can't even sleep at night . The pain was so unbearable . Whatever it is , I think it's time to unwrap the truth .

-sHd-

2009-11-15T03:01:00.002+08:00

Setiap insan di dunia ingin dirinya dicintai & mencintai , tak kira jika dia seorang gadis atau jejaka . Di dalam hati masing-masing pasti mempunyai seseorang insan istimewa , tetapi mereka hanya takut untuk meluahkan isi hati mereka kerana takut mereka hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan . Lalu perasaan cinta yang membara dipendam dalam hati , dengan harapan suatu hari orang istimewa itu akan datang dan meluahkan isi hati mereka ..

Setiap insan mahu menyayangi & disayangi . Perasaan yang sedia ada dipendam dan disembunyikan dari seseorang kerana malu untuk berbicara . Lantas dirinya digelar sebagai seseorang yang angkuh dan megah , yang terlalu ego & tidak mahu mengaku kalah , walhal itu bukan realiti . Satu demi satu insan tersayang menjauhkan diri darinya kerana raut muka yang sombong . Dia rela semua pergi , kerana dia percaya , suatu hari .. Tuhan akan menciptakannya seorang insan yang bisa mencintai & menyayangi dirinya .. Yang bisa memahami perasaan dan isi hatinya ..

-sHd-

2009-11-13T00:03:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE ! :D
Okay wait , I'm kinda not happy right now . Well in fact , I'm kinda mad at myself ! See that picture above ? I tell that dude that he's hawt !!! OMFGayyy ! Why the hell did I ever say that ?! I mean .. Yes I do admit he's hawt , but I don't have to tell him , do I ?..
I was blushing like hell when he's asking me all sort of questions like why & stuff .. Tsk . And the worst thing , I tell him what makes him look damn hawt ! SHIT !!!!!!
I'm on tears tonight .. )':

LOL ! xD
Overreacting ! xD HAHAH ..
Okay , yeah , I'm not happy with what I just did . OKay , shut up , Shud ! -.-
SO ..
He's that ~~hawtty-hawt-haawwtt~~ dude I met from Tagged yesterday . Guess what , we got so many things in common & I was speechless .. I mean .. Nevermind .
HAHAHAHAH ....

I think I should thank that guy who made me waste my tears for 9 months this year that without his presence , I won't change the way I look .. And without that , I don't think I'm gonna meet this dude & my abg angkat . (:
He made me feel & experience heartbreak when I never ever had one before .. And yes , he showed me what a guy could do ...
Thanks alot , Mr AH (:
Be happy with your love life now & I'm always gonna pray for your well-being (: Even though you've wasted my tears . Whatever feelings I have for you , it's gonna be sealed in my heart , forever .

I'm not gonna be the old Shud anymore . (: I love my life right now & it's all thanks to him . I'm gonna be forever single even though I met another hawt dude that will make me melt with his warm smile .. Even though he's maturity & personality is really what I want .. Cause I don't want anymore heartbreaks & I don't wanna waste tears for a guy who hurt me (:
I'm not gonna express my love to anyone .. I'm just gonna let it be in my heart , sealed & forever and always be there , till my last breath .
Except for Fie , if I had a chance to meet him , I just gonna say I love him cause that's one in a million chance baby !!! :D

-sHd-

2009-11-11T10:13:00.002+08:00

Damn , why people always think there's something going on between me and someone ? -.- I mean , come on ! From my point of view , I think it's sorta pathetic & awkward to be in a relationship with my own friends ... Yeah , those days , it was the OLD TIMES !.. -.- & I've already get over it cause I think it's stupid to wait for him forever .
Now I'm gonna make this official , I wanna be Forever Single lady .. (:
Be sure & prepared to see me shine , without a guy ! :D hahaha ...

Okay , I'm going out of topic now ! xD
So ... To those who think we're together , we're not ! I'm single ! He's attached to idk who !
And yeah , FUCK OFF , If you think I'm gonna ruin their relationship by being his friend ! -.-

WOOTS ~
I'm late for CCA , cause I felt like it & I'm not well .. (:
-sHd-

2009-11-10T13:24:00.002+08:00

BOO !!! Have you guys ever see a picture of a ghost , POCONG , being hugged by a flirtatious old woman ? If only the POCONG could speak , I think he'll say " HELP ME ! " .... xD

YO ! :D
Have you guys ever heard of this band : We Shot The Moon ?? Well they're kinda new band .. Created at the end of 2007 .. (: Their songs are great , you guys should listen to it ! :D
Well , I wouldn't know this band if I hadn't create Twitter .. So I guess , if you guys are a big fan of certain celebrities , go ahead and create twitter & search their names .. You'll find them soon ! :D I've found all my MCR members on Twitter , but it's just that we didn't send each other a thing .. Wait , I did ! I sent Frank something , but I didn't get a reply .. Well , maybe he's busy ? ... Nevermind .. (:

Okay .. I'll update more tonight , if I'm free & bored . Otherwise , wait for tomorrow ! :D

-sHd-

Random Updates .

2009-11-08T02:10:00.002+08:00

3rd post for this blog . I'm unable to sleep . Currently listening to Beyonce - Broken Hearted Girl , sucha nice song .. (: I've just spent 1hr 50 mins on sketching & shading an artwork of a girl sitting on a rock by the sea during sunset .. Inspiration from that Beyonce song . I make the whole paper black & white ! :D How cool is that ? -Lame-

Anw , my bro just told me , scanner software haven't download yet & he'll do it some other time -.- , so I won't be able to publish my cute fav dear here .. ): Andand , the Girl drawing ..
Oh , nevermind .. I'll try to download the software kayy ? (:

I don't know what to post actually . I'm posting here cause I'm bored & I've got nothing to do . Uhh .. Let's see ..
Okay .. I've got nothing .. Now , I wanna tweets all this boredom out of my head ! :D
Goodbye ~

-sHd-

Night Updates.

2009-11-07T23:49:00.005+08:00

See how cute my favourite baby is ? :D

Oh yeah , I've updated my sketch book this few days and I got the idea of drawing Bob with a drum stick and was smiling .. & it turn out really cute ! :D And I draw my fav baby .. And it turn out damn cute ! xD I thought of uploading it here , but I don't know how to work the scanner ! xD . I'll try some other days alryt ? (:

Oh yeah , Imran Ajmain came to Singapore , Sentosa today .. I read his updates ! Damn shit ! If it wasn't because of this stupid rashes , I'd be there ! )': . Nevermind , there's always another time ! :D

Currently chatting with AL Spears ... He's pissed of with this dude who tried to flirt with his girl , which happens to be that dude's bestfriend ! -.- Well , there's always a fine line between having fun with bestfriend & tryina flirt with friend's girl .. -.-

Oh .. I realized that there's a change in someone . Perhap "they" forgot what they promised ? .. Whatever . I don't wanna ruin my day anymore . This morning , I missed EMA . And then I did my DIY spa bath which tooks me like 2 hours and missed another show ! And , my phone's dead , even though I've charged it the whole day . And dad wanted to buy me a new phone , but he said that phone has a built-in memory .. -.- Which sucks ! But , I don't think so , cause that phone is out after my SE W910i ...

Urghh .. I guess I'll be updating my twitter via MobiTweet .. (: Nyts people .
Assalamualaikum .

-sHd-

Past Things .

2009-11-07T17:09:00.000+08:00

See how hot my hawtty is ? (:
HAHA .. Too bad there's no nomination for The Hottest Dude in a Group for yesterday's EMA .. If there is , I'll vote for both Frank & Gerard ! :D Okay , shut up . =X

I do agree with those used-to-be spammers who spam my inbox by saying I'm the odd one out or even , the extra & unnoticeable one . Yeah , I agree with those things that they've pointed out . I shut them up cause I don't wanna know the truth & I don't want negative things to pull me down . But now , I realized how true those words are . To those people who called me their bestest friends , reflect on it .. Are you guys sure I'm your best friend ? Or are you guys just saying it cause you guys wanna make me feel welcome ?

Woahkay .. I don't know what else to post . I've got so many things in mind , but it's just that I can't put it into words . So I guess now is goodbye .

-sHd-